puhleaaaaaaaaaaaazzzeeee!

i've been in a bad mood for several days. everything seem so uncool, weird, not-my-thing kind of days. well i know one reason why, but i can't tell ya that. i'm not the mood for anything.

I wonder...

hey ya'll!! its been a long time since i wrote my last post. I tried to post something from my blackberry, but it didn't work sooooooo yeah! ahahaha. hmm a lot of thing happened, i don't know how to tell you. I'm kinda thankful for it but i also regret it, get it? hmm ya gitu deh pokoknya. seneng sih seneng banget tapi ya gitu agak nyesek dan agak nyesel.. harusnya gue biarin aja kali ya? i mean just let it flow, let the nature do the work..

duh pokoknya gitu deh sedih hahaha hmm apa lg ya? oh iya masa semalem Chelsea kalah sama Tottenham hotspur! bete gila huh terus apa lg yaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh iya! gue mau pentas loh ntar!! Namarina Proudly Present: Dare To Dance! gue jadi marching band ehehehehe aaaah senengnya pentas-pentas lagi udah lama banget, huuuu kangen ballet jadinya :3

hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmm, pokoknya bulan-bulan ini tuh agak-agak gimanaaaaaaaaaa gitu huhuhu sedih, seneng, bete, ajaib semua jadi satu ya kebanyakkan sedihnya sih -.- hahaha anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay, soon i'll be agit! a.k.a 12th grader! i'll be entering university soon! oh i reaaaaaaaaaaally wanna go to UI (Universitas Indonesia) terus masuk jurusan HI (Hubungan Internasional) please God help me :) tapi bentar ;g berarti aud selesai, huhu bentar lg pisah sm XI-[INT]-CITY dan Pasopati-Plaveta :''''''( sedih huhuhuhuhu tp asik mau punya utas (semoga utas ntar ngga mental tempebacem semua ya! amiiiiin) hahaha oh iya mau Bulcup 12! asiiik aduh taun ini sm taun depan bakalan w-o-w banget kayanya ya, bakalan sibuk belajar sibuk sibuk sibuk...............

hmm mungkin segitu aja dulu ya abis bingung mau cerita apa lg ehehehe :D wish me luck ya for tonight's performance! see ya reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalll soon!

pathetic

the clock is ticking and i'm wasting my time
i missed all my chances
not knowing if there'll be another chance for me
i'm pathetic

i always looking at you from the distance
i can't say hello cause you didn't even know me
i always hide when you're near but i keep my eyes locked at you
i can't bear to let you go
yeah i'm pathetic

in the end of the day after i saw you
my imagination runs wild
but i like it
cause there'll be happy ending for me
cause somehow you'll be mine

maybe its the time to give up
but i can't and i won't
you keep me waiting
you keep me holding on

maybe i fell to deep
maybe it's not right
maybe just maybe
maybe you'll be mine

another day has passed
another day i missed my chance
but i keep on believing
cause maybe you're the one for me
yeah i am pathetic


to: R

much love,

Carissa Andhini Pranaya

how is it?

another post!hehehe i'm dying to post something here so i post something earlier about John Mayer's song and now i'm gonna post about PERCY JACKSON & THE OLYMPIANS: THE LIGHTNING THIEF two thumbs up for this movie the actors the effects the plot everything about it!well i'm a Greek mythology geek soooooooo i really like this movie a lot!!!!!maybe one day i'm gonna name my kid with Greek Gods or Goddeses's name they're just fascinating :D hehehe anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay i fell in love with the main role a.k.a Percy Jackson the one who stabbed my heart is Logan Lerman!daaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmnnnnn he's sooooooooooooooooooooooooo good looking and soooooooo cute and so handsome!!!!!!!!




SEE?TOLD YA!

so comment?hahahaha top kan yaaaa?hahaha he's mine by the way sorry girls he's taken :P

Why Georgia

I am driving up 85 in the
Kind of morning that lasts all afternoon
just stuck inside the gloom
4 more exits to my apartment but
I am tempted to keep the car in drive
And leave it all behind

Cause I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

I rent a room and I fill the spaces with
Wood in places to make it feel like home
But all I feel's alone
It might be a quarter life crisis
Or just the stirring in my soul

Either way I wonder sometimes
About the outcome
Of a still verdictless life

Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?

So what, so I've got a smile on
But it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head
Don't believe me
When I say I've got it down

Everybody is just a stranger but
That's the danger in going my own way
I guess it's the price I have to pay
Still "everything happens for a reason"
Is no reason not to ask myself

If I am living it right
Am I living it right?
Am I living it right?
Why Georgia, why?


Why Georgia - John Mayer

this is my favorite song of the week, why?hmmm its John Mayer's hahahaha damn he's so good!enaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak banget lagunya wajib banget dengerin!gue sehari bisa dengerin sampe 7 x sendiri huahahahaha awwwwww plis dong BAWA JOHN MAYER KESINI!!!PLEASEEEEEEE DIA HARUS BANGET KONSER DISINI PLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!pokoknya lao dia konser disini gue bela2in nonton mau tiketnya mahal banget bodoin amaaaaaaaaaaaaaat yg penting gua nonton John Mayer!!!!hahahaha

R

heyaaaaaaaaaaa!just edited my blog header uuuu i really into this tv show!THEY'RE JUST AWESOME!ahahaha and i fell in love with Glee too, funny and cute show hahaha..all of you must be wondering why the hell i post this with title R..

hmm where do i start?well R is an alphabet (duh?!) and the first alphabet that belongs to someone's name :D definetely i can't mention he here it's just too frontal ahahahaha anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaay he goes to the same school as me (that's the only clue i'll give you) hahaha mmm maybe at this point you'll consider me as stalker cause he doesn't know me :( i bet he doesn't even realized i'm exist huh. that's bad i know, but what should i do?i don't have the guts to say hello (i don't even dare to stare his eyes) the truth is i'm afraid!!!!i'm afraid he doesn't like me or i'm not his type (pathetic huh?)

well love sucks just like Damon said hahahaha i hope he'll know me someday..cause i think this one is serious, i don't want to like another girl's boyfriend and i don't want to be "the third person (orang ketiga -_-)" hhhhhhhhfffft that's just my ironic life..i can handle it tho, this awkward situation when he's around or when i pass him at hallway but yeah sometimes i "over-react" i'm panic!!!!!dude imagine someone you like is in front of your class and your friend just say "ehem..ehem" THAT'S SICK YA KNOW?! and that's embarassing too -_____-

ohkay enough with this love stuff i don't really like to tell it here hahaha but i don't have story to tell so yeah see ya reaaaaaaaaaaaallly soon bloggies (i hope)

xox

2010!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010!MAY GOD BLESS US IN THIS NEW YEAR :D semoga semua menjadi lebih baik lagi ya ditahun 2010 iniiii amiiiiiin (hehe maaf ya telat) okay recap cerita aja gimana hehehe jdi gue taun baruan di mandarin hotel dengan view bunderan HI yg super-duper rameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee huahuaahah ya intinya gitu hihi terus apa ya oh iya gue ulang taun ngga dikash selamet sama.............................. T,T sedih huhu gpp deh hehehe well resolusi gue tahun in adalah:

1. KURUS!
2. NILAI SEKOLAH HARUS BAGUS!
3. KURUS!
4.PUNYA PACAR (AMIIIN)

hahahha yah initnya itu sebenernya sih dr taun ke taun resolusi gue juga sama itu2 doang huhahahaha adoh mau cerota apa lagi ya?hmm kayanya bakalan jarang posting di blog nih huhu jd mendingan buat para fans gue semua (najis) follow twitter gue aja yaaaaaaa :) hehehe soalnya lebih sering update dan cerita disitu -,- maklum lebih simple hehehe oke deh itu aja yah hihi byee see ya reall soon (i hope) blogeersssss muuaaah :*