please listen to my wishes!

my biggest wish right know are: accepted at Fisip UI, graduating high school with a great score, adn WATCH SUPER SHOW 3!!!

sebenernya rencana awal mau nonton di Spore, tapi........ sepertinya Allah berkehendak lain.. di Spore bulan januari, padahal gue bulan desember mau ke Spore sama keluarga besar dan udh ngerencanain mau ntn SS3 disana. ternyata jadwalnya januari............. (semoga dimajuin AMIN). sumpah rasanya lebih sedih daripada sakit hati T______T mungkin karena taun depan Leeteuk sama Heechul mau masuk army :""" kemungkinan (kemungkinan nih ya denger-denger) ini bakalan jadi Super Show terakhir sampe semua member selesai wajib militer :"""" gimana gue ga patah hati coba???!

mau liat Kyuhyun.... mau nonton sushow... mau liat suju live... MAU KYUHYUN!

please God i'm begging you :" buat promotur-promotur di Indonesia, kalian liat sendiri kan? waktu hari minggu kemaren ELFs (fanbase-nya Suju) Indonesia bikin trending topic #indonesiawantsSS3 dan bertahan sampe 7 jam!!!! kalian liat sendiri betapa powerfulnya Elf!!!!! dijamin ga bakalan rugi deh kalo ngundang Suju kesini! gue tau pasti harganya mahal banget dan cari tempat buat lebih dari 5.000 orang itu susah tapi dijamin Super Show would be the awesomest and the biggest concert in Indonesia! so please bring Super Junior to Indonesia!!

I'm currently addicted to......

KPOP! well especially Super Junior! aaaaaaaaaaa i love them soo much :3 they're sooo awesome! lagunya bagus, gayanya keren, suaranya oke, dancenya mantep, dan mereka ganteng-ganteng! kurang apa lg cobaaaaaa????? adooooh gila deh pokoknya! gue emg pertamanya ga suka tp pas ngeliat di mtv kok keren banget ya? kok ganteng-ganteng? abis itu gue coba mendengarkan lagu-lagunya......
eh langsung jatuh cintaaaa terutama sama yg namanya Kyuhyun! adooooh dia ganteng bangeeeeeeeet! mana suaranya bagus banget lagiiii uwaaaaa gua gilaaaaaaa! plis jangan ngatain mrk gay soalnya mereka ga gay! gue tau sih dancenya suka adak ngilfilin tp........kalo lo udh dengerin lagunya dan liat video clipnya bener-bener pasti langsung jatuh hati! jangan berpikiran negatif duluuuuuuuu! gue sedang beracuni temen-temen sekelas dengan korea tp belom berhasil (doakan ya semoga berhasil!!) heheheheeee ohya masih banyak lg kpop yg keren contohnya: SNSD (Girls Generation), Wonder Girls, 4-Minutes, SHINee, 2PM, Big Bang daaaaaaaaaaan yang lainnya! heheheeh jadii maaf ya kalo gue bakalan bacot korea di twitter atau segala macem hehe karna lg addicted banget nih (kaya waktu bbf gituuuu hahaahha) oh ya ini mau ngasih liat fotonya Suju sm Kyuhyun enjoy! :D

this is Super Junior (13 members: Leeteuk, Heechul, Han Geng, Yesung, Kang-In, Shindong, Sungmin, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Siwon, Ryeowook, Kibum, Kyuhyun) but currently there's 3 members aren't active (Kang-In, Han Geng, and Kibum).

and this is my handsome boy Cho Kyuhyun :) my favorite, my beloved handsome boy!

my favorite football players!

he's my favorite football player ever!! he's Germanys' captain (but not for this year) he got injury after playing with Chelsea (and its his last match with Chelsea!) now he signed contract for 2 season with Bayern Leverkussen. good luck baby :)

the one and only: Michael Ballack (Germany)

and here's the rest of my list:

David Silva (Spain)

Marko Marin (Germany)

Iker Casillas (Spain)

Joe Cole (England)

they all talented football player, young, cute, hot, and handsome! I LOVE YOU ALL :)

WORLD CUP 2010

WORLD CUP 2010! I SCREAM FOR GERMANY, I LIVE FOR GERMANY, VIVA LA DEUTSCHLAND! oh my God! i'm sooooooooooooooooooo excited for World Cup! as always i'm with germany! what let me down is my beloved Michael Ballack won't participate in world cup, he got injury after playing with Chelsea against Portsmouth for final FA cup. get well soon Michael Ballack :)


first match for Germany is tomorrow 14 june on 1.30 wib (against Australia) i bet they're gonna win! GOOD LUCK NATIONALMANNSCHAFT!


GERMANY! GERMANY! GERMANY! DEUTSCHLAND! DEUTSCHLAND! DEUTSCHLAND IST DIE NUMMER EINS!

puhleaaaaaaaaaaaazzzeeee!

i've been in a bad mood for several days. everything seem so uncool, weird, not-my-thing kind of days. well i know one reason why, but i can't tell ya that. i'm not the mood for anything.

I wonder...

hey ya'll!! its been a long time since i wrote my last post. I tried to post something from my blackberry, but it didn't work sooooooo yeah! ahahaha. hmm a lot of thing happened, i don't know how to tell you. I'm kinda thankful for it but i also regret it, get it? hmm ya gitu deh pokoknya. seneng sih seneng banget tapi ya gitu agak nyesek dan agak nyesel.. harusnya gue biarin aja kali ya? i mean just let it flow, let the nature do the work..

duh pokoknya gitu deh sedih hahaha hmm apa lg ya? oh iya masa semalem Chelsea kalah sama Tottenham hotspur! bete gila huh terus apa lg yaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh iya! gue mau pentas loh ntar!! Namarina Proudly Present: Dare To Dance! gue jadi marching band ehehehehe aaaah senengnya pentas-pentas lagi udah lama banget, huuuu kangen ballet jadinya :3

hoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmm, pokoknya bulan-bulan ini tuh agak-agak gimanaaaaaaaaaa gitu huhuhu sedih, seneng, bete, ajaib semua jadi satu ya kebanyakkan sedihnya sih -.- hahaha anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay, soon i'll be agit! a.k.a 12th grader! i'll be entering university soon! oh i reaaaaaaaaaaally wanna go to UI (Universitas Indonesia) terus masuk jurusan HI (Hubungan Internasional) please God help me :) tapi bentar ;g berarti aud selesai, huhu bentar lg pisah sm XI-[INT]-CITY dan Pasopati-Plaveta :''''''( sedih huhuhuhuhu tp asik mau punya utas (semoga utas ntar ngga mental tempebacem semua ya! amiiiiin) hahaha oh iya mau Bulcup 12! asiiik aduh taun ini sm taun depan bakalan w-o-w banget kayanya ya, bakalan sibuk belajar sibuk sibuk sibuk...............

hmm mungkin segitu aja dulu ya abis bingung mau cerita apa lg ehehehe :D wish me luck ya for tonight's performance! see ya reeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaalll soon!

pathetic

the clock is ticking and i'm wasting my time
i missed all my chances
not knowing if there'll be another chance for me
i'm pathetic

i always looking at you from the distance
i can't say hello cause you didn't even know me
i always hide when you're near but i keep my eyes locked at you
i can't bear to let you go
yeah i'm pathetic

in the end of the day after i saw you
my imagination runs wild
but i like it
cause there'll be happy ending for me
cause somehow you'll be mine

maybe its the time to give up
but i can't and i won't
you keep me waiting
you keep me holding on

maybe i fell to deep
maybe it's not right
maybe just maybe
maybe you'll be mine

another day has passed
another day i missed my chance
but i keep on believing
cause maybe you're the one for me
yeah i am pathetic


to: R

much love,

Carissa Andhini Pranaya